Thursday, August 13, 2009

Voices

Hard to believe I am wrapping up week three on my new job. It's gone by quickly, at times. I am still struggling with leaving the girls behind. Just yesterday I sat in the grocery store parking lot on my way to work thinking of all the things I'd rather be doing. I had an amazingly strong urge to not go in. Play hookey. Just quit.

But then, some stupid little voice in my head, the one that NEVER shuts up, said, you can't do that. That's not responsible. How selfish and immature.

Stupid little voice.

Can't get a moments peace around here with it.

Needless to say, I listened to the voice, very much against my will and the other voices. But, the one that speaks the loudest usually wins. Let that be a lesson to the rest of you. If you can pool your resources and gang up on that stupid little voice, all of you could be enjoying a victory some time soon.